It was homecoming weekend for my college and plans were in place for friends to come up for the weekend to enjoy the festivities. Orginally our plans were to just go to the game Saturday and then out for the night at the bars. I have never been a big bar person but it was homecoming so why not go out with the girls. However, they wanted to go out Friday night as well and I said why not. Flagstaff is a small town so the bars are never packed one and two they never are filled with the men that I am attracted to except for that Friday. We walked into Colin's and immediately I was drown to the group of men CT was with and went directly to them, which once again I have never been that forward. I asked who was gonna buy me a drink and next thing I new CT and I had exchanged numbers by the end of the night and hung out the rest of the weekend. I have no skills in trusting people and especially men but with him he had my trust that first night. CT was very attentive man who provided the little things in life I have always wanted from someone I was dating which made me feel safe anytime I was around him. We had been dating for two months and it was a typical day were we both had work but dinner plans at the house for the night. He surprised me earlier that day at work with stopping by to just say hi and finally that night when we were relaxing at the house before dinner he started to open up to me about his past and that's when I knew he would be the one after 29 years of waiting. The rest of the night went by so fast and he had me that night with no doubts to questions. However, three weeks later things got to intense between us and I somehow became a crazy girl due to some circumstances that occurred between us. Years have gone by and we have stayed connected as friends and I would not have it any other way even though I know my friends around me think I am crazy for still having him in my life. He showed me what love and trust for me looks like when it comes to the relationships.
CT. You will never understand how grateful I am for that.
The feelings CT gave you exemplified how amazing you are and a glimpse of the many promises God has in store for you. Although the relationship was brief, the purpose was to impact your life forever. You are being molded and shaped for a life you don't even know is coming. I'm excited to be on this journey with you and I can't wait to see what's in store. We ALL have our own "CTs" that we will love forever. I love you.....and how the hell did we become thirty something??!! YDS, ALM
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